The False Blog

She went to some kinda camp today with all her friends (all Primary 4 students actually). She’s so small, just Primary 4. We went to the camp only when we were Primary 6. I don’t know why her school tells them to go. (And she’ll have camp in P5 and 6.)

Anyway, she’s gone now, and I have a few days without her. Much quieter, I should say. I don’t find it’s boring because I’m at my Mac anyway.

I think I’ve lost my Chem Activity Book. That’s so bad. I’ve found everywhere but I can’t find it. He needs it tomorrow. I don’t know what I can do. It’s the first two lessons. I must get to school early to borrow it from TK. That’s so difficult to me. Wonder if I can get it from 4C.

Today I check the "referers" to this blog. I found a link from a Yahoo search of "myit-school" which links to my second post about the "hacked" IT-School. It’s result number 53 on page 6. That’s so interesting! My blog is cached by Yahoo! Maybe it’s not that cool but it’s fun to know.

And then there are links to every page of my blog, so it looks like the person who found my blog looked through all of my posts. Indeed, I knew something like this could happen! So in my very first post, I said hello not only to you girls, but also boys, in case some boys stumbled upon here and I won’t piss them off.

I didn’t have time for the past few days. Here is the final roundup of the UT.

Not many papers were given to me after the first day. Something like Chinese or English listening. Not good at all.

In conclusion, I did very bad. I didn’t revise much. I even stayed in front of the computer all day. That’s always bad.

There is no subject that I did well in. All are awful. I don’t know how I will end up like if I carry on like this. C’s and D’s for the CE, probably.

I was heart-broken. First it was Chemistry. I didn’t expect it to be so low. There were many careless mistakes. MC was very, very bad. It breaks my heart.

I didn’t fail Physics, all right. It’s even higher than Chem. (Of course that’s still very low.) I still feel bad about it. There were mistakes I made because I didn’t bring the calculator. I regret not asking the teacher to take the calculator from my bag at that time. Now everyone would say it was foolish of me. But at that time I was doing those Math all right. They weren’t very difficult, I was just wasting some time.

The real heartbreaker was English. Guess it’s because I had some hope for it. But those speaking tasks were awful. I missed so many points. Reading is not good either. I feel so bad, and when that Mr Fong asked me "Am I too fast?" (The class was checking answers.) I didn’t want to answer him. So stupid. Couldn’t he wait for me to recover from the pain?

Math is my comfort. Though my result is not very bright, it’s decent and good. ADM is not bad either (in my standard). Fanny said it was bad. How very frank of her. But I don’t let that break my heart.

I have been saying I’m heartbroken. That’s true, sort of. I even cried a little bit when I was at home. I guess I’ve changed. Think of that Chem test, and these UT, I feel very bad inside. I wouldn’t feel these kind of thing before. Growing up, eh?

Westlife says "try again". That’s the song I thought of when I had my Phy paper. Following me all day. The lyrics:

Hush now don’t you cry
There will be a better day
I promise you
We can work it out
But only if you let me know
What’s on your mind

Baby, you thought it was forever
Through any kind of weather
But some day you will find what your searching for

Try again
Never stop believing
Try Again
Don’t give up on your love
Stumble and fall
It’s the heart of it all
When you fall down (down)
Just try again

So, lie down, let it go
Hey, you will never be alone
I promise you
If you can’t fight the feeling (Oh yeah)
Surrender in you heart
Remember love will set you free

Baby, you thought it was forever
You would always be together
But some day you will find what your searching for

Try again
Never stop believing
Try Again
Don’t give up on your love
Stumble and fall
It’s the heart of it all
When you fall down (down)
Just try again

Baby when a heart is crying
It sometimes feels like dying
The tear drops fall like rain

Baby, you thought it was forever
You would always be together
But some day you will find what you’re searching for

Try again
Never stop believing
Try Again
Don’t give up on your love

Try again
Never stop believing
Try Again
Don’t give up on your love
Stumble and fall
It’s the heart of it all
When you fall down
Just try again

I’ll try again I hope. I’m never hard-working for exams. I hope "stumble and fall" is not the heart of exams.

It’s all over now. I did very bad in this UT. I’m planing confessions posts. I need them.

ADM. I did very, very bad. Perhaps no marks for Q1, then Q5, part (c) of the last question, and everything in between. I’m all doomed.

Can’t believe I’ll get the results tomorrow. The first subject is Chemistry; I don’t think I’ll fail this one. The secord is Physics, now I do think I’ll fail this. I did so badly. I can’t recall any question I answered.

If my results are presentable, I’ll post them tomorrow. If I fail Phy, you won’t see me posting.

End of this UT series. I’ll do this kind of thing in every exam I guess. 

Here. Choose whatever country. I guess it’s just the same. You’ll need to register, but do it please if you’re a fan of Westlife. Even if you aren’t, you can vote too, for the fans (me) and for the guys.

There’s not much chance for them to win, at least for now. But we have time. The vote closes on April 28. And please vote for Coldplay and Kelly Clarkson, and Green Day’s Wake Me Up When September Ends, and maybe My Chemical Romance. I saw them once and they sounded quite cool. And well, you can vote for Hong Kong artists. I can’t decide which one to vote, so I’m not voting for any of them.

Most important of all – vote for Westlife! 

Took me a lot of time… I shouldn’t have done it because I actually have Amath tomorrow. But I don’t like the older one. Now I like this one quite a lot. Just need to change the banner later.

My new Doraemon tissue cover purchased from Japan Home City (a great place for finding Dora stuff). I found an alternative use for it. It would be an ideal dock if only I can fix the cable under the hole. Plus this is a tissue cover after all. I can’t really use this. This is only for taking pictures.

I got a totally new theme for this blog. Some hard work, now you see something new. Tell me what you think.

I said this Chi speaking exam is a laugh. No it’s not.

I had two words that I didn’t know how to read. You know what, these two words are pronounced the same, though they look entirely different. That must be so funny to the teachers.

When I went out from the classroom, I told myself I’m doomed. That’s really quite true. I didn’t know what to do when I had to read those two words, and I was foolish, I couldn’t think of a guess, so I stood there and paused. So embarrassing.

I had a feeling that I wanted to "eat" myself. So strange. And I said that to Kitty when I met her in the stairs. Hm.