The False Blog

I was heart-broken. First it was Chemistry. I didn’t expect it to be so low. There were many careless mistakes. MC was very, very bad. It breaks my heart.

I didn’t fail Physics, all right. It’s even higher than Chem. (Of course that’s still very low.) I still feel bad about it. There were mistakes I made because I didn’t bring the calculator. I regret not asking the teacher to take the calculator from my bag at that time. Now everyone would say it was foolish of me. But at that time I was doing those Math all right. They weren’t very difficult, I was just wasting some time.

The real heartbreaker was English. Guess it’s because I had some hope for it. But those speaking tasks were awful. I missed so many points. Reading is not good either. I feel so bad, and when that Mr Fong asked me "Am I too fast?" (The class was checking answers.) I didn’t want to answer him. So stupid. Couldn’t he wait for me to recover from the pain?

Math is my comfort. Though my result is not very bright, it’s decent and good. ADM is not bad either (in my standard). Fanny said it was bad. How very frank of her. But I don’t let that break my heart.

I have been saying I’m heartbroken. That’s true, sort of. I even cried a little bit when I was at home. I guess I’ve changed. Think of that Chem test, and these UT, I feel very bad inside. I wouldn’t feel these kind of thing before. Growing up, eh?

Westlife says "try again". That’s the song I thought of when I had my Phy paper. Following me all day. The lyrics:

Hush now don’t you cry
There will be a better day
I promise you
We can work it out
But only if you let me know
What’s on your mind

Baby, you thought it was forever
Through any kind of weather
But some day you will find what your searching for

Try again
Never stop believing
Try Again
Don’t give up on your love
Stumble and fall
It’s the heart of it all
When you fall down (down)
Just try again

So, lie down, let it go
Hey, you will never be alone
I promise you
If you can’t fight the feeling (Oh yeah)
Surrender in you heart
Remember love will set you free

Baby, you thought it was forever
You would always be together
But some day you will find what your searching for

Try again
Never stop believing
Try Again
Don’t give up on your love
Stumble and fall
It’s the heart of it all
When you fall down (down)
Just try again

Baby when a heart is crying
It sometimes feels like dying
The tear drops fall like rain

Baby, you thought it was forever
You would always be together
But some day you will find what you’re searching for

Try again
Never stop believing
Try Again
Don’t give up on your love

Try again
Never stop believing
Try Again
Don’t give up on your love
Stumble and fall
It’s the heart of it all
When you fall down
Just try again

I’ll try again I hope. I’m never hard-working for exams. I hope "stumble and fall" is not the heart of exams.