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I didn’t have time for the past few days. Here is the final roundup of the UT.

Not many papers were given to me after the first day. Something like Chinese or English listening. Not good at all.

In conclusion, I did very bad. I didn’t revise much. I even stayed in front of the computer all day. That’s always bad.

There is no subject that I did well in. All are awful. I don’t know how I will end up like if I carry on like this. C’s and D’s for the CE, probably.

I was heart-broken. First it was Chemistry. I didn’t expect it to be so low. There were many careless mistakes. MC was very, very bad. It breaks my heart.

I didn’t fail Physics, all right. It’s even higher than Chem. (Of course that’s still very low.) I still feel bad about it. There were mistakes I made because I didn’t bring the calculator. I regret not asking the teacher to take the calculator from my bag at that time. Now everyone would say it was foolish of me. But at that time I was doing those Math all right. They weren’t very difficult, I was just wasting some time.

The real heartbreaker was English. Guess it’s because I had some hope for it. But those speaking tasks were awful. I missed so many points. Reading is not good either. I feel so bad, and when that Mr Fong asked me "Am I too fast?" (The class was checking answers.) I didn’t want to answer him. So stupid. Couldn’t he wait for me to recover from the pain?

Math is my comfort. Though my result is not very bright, it’s decent and good. ADM is not bad either (in my standard). Fanny said it was bad. How very frank of her. But I don’t let that break my heart.

I have been saying I’m heartbroken. That’s true, sort of. I even cried a little bit when I was at home. I guess I’ve changed. Think of that Chem test, and these UT, I feel very bad inside. I wouldn’t feel these kind of thing before. Growing up, eh?

Westlife says "try again". That’s the song I thought of when I had my Phy paper. Following me all day. The lyrics:

Hush now don’t you cry
There will be a better day
I promise you
We can work it out
But only if you let me know
What’s on your mind

Baby, you thought it was forever
Through any kind of weather
But some day you will find what your searching for

Try again
Never stop believing
Try Again
Don’t give up on your love
Stumble and fall
It’s the heart of it all
When you fall down (down)
Just try again

So, lie down, let it go
Hey, you will never be alone
I promise you
If you can’t fight the feeling (Oh yeah)
Surrender in you heart
Remember love will set you free

Baby, you thought it was forever
You would always be together
But some day you will find what your searching for

Try again
Never stop believing
Try Again
Don’t give up on your love
Stumble and fall
It’s the heart of it all
When you fall down (down)
Just try again

Baby when a heart is crying
It sometimes feels like dying
The tear drops fall like rain

Baby, you thought it was forever
You would always be together
But some day you will find what you’re searching for

Try again
Never stop believing
Try Again
Don’t give up on your love

Try again
Never stop believing
Try Again
Don’t give up on your love
Stumble and fall
It’s the heart of it all
When you fall down
Just try again

I’ll try again I hope. I’m never hard-working for exams. I hope "stumble and fall" is not the heart of exams.

It’s all over now. I did very bad in this UT. I’m planing confessions posts. I need them.

ADM. I did very, very bad. Perhaps no marks for Q1, then Q5, part (c) of the last question, and everything in between. I’m all doomed.

Can’t believe I’ll get the results tomorrow. The first subject is Chemistry; I don’t think I’ll fail this one. The secord is Physics, now I do think I’ll fail this. I did so badly. I can’t recall any question I answered.

If my results are presentable, I’ll post them tomorrow. If I fail Phy, you won’t see me posting.

End of this UT series. I’ll do this kind of thing in every exam I guess. 

I said this Chi speaking exam is a laugh. No it’s not.

I had two words that I didn’t know how to read. You know what, these two words are pronounced the same, though they look entirely different. That must be so funny to the teachers.

When I went out from the classroom, I told myself I’m doomed. That’s really quite true. I didn’t know what to do when I had to read those two words, and I was foolish, I couldn’t think of a guess, so I stood there and paused. So embarrassing.

I had a feeling that I wanted to "eat" myself. So strange. And I said that to Kitty when I met her in the stairs. Hm. 

What, day 4 already? And the Chi speaking tomorrow is a laugh really. No stress. For days! (Until ADM comes.)

Let’s see, today we had Biology and Mathematics. Good Math, it was quite easy. I could answer every question except 2 MC, which I didn’t have time to do. That log one, I used base 10 (should have used base 3), I was going to try again with base 3, but I forgot it. Cr*p.

Bio was really hard, wasn’t it? Her papers are always difficult. But everyone’s paper is too difficult for me anyway. I don’t think I’ll get good marks for this. But there’s a good hope for getting higher marks than the Bio fan Janice. 

Anyone knows if it’s possible to revise Chi speaking? Read those from the textbook? 

We’ve passed half of the UT. Gotta cheer up a bit!

Today we had Eng reading and Chemistry. The reading was quite easy, but it all depends on how the teachers mark it.

Chemistry was not as bad as Phy, but maybe it was close. I just can’t get used to seperating MC and long questions. I want to have my time. I did very bad in the essay. I didn’t think he would set something like that. I’m not quite familiar with those things about NH3, etc. But it’s very good there’s no ionic equation.

Have to revise Math and Bio today, and I chose Math first (though now I’ve just chosen Mac). I found I’m not that good in Math really. I couldn’t even do the MC. I gotta work very hard. Then Bio.

Yesterday I didn’t turn on (actually I never turn off my Mac) I didn’t wake up my Mac. That’s very unusual for me, you know. So today I’m writing about both today’s and yesterday’s exams.

Yesterday was disastrous. I didn’t study much the day before. I was in front of the Mac almost all day. So one can guess how bad I did in Physics. It’s all my mistake.

The Eng listening thing was very hard to me. I hate the Task 4. It gave me an example about Ocean Park, but I can’t find the similar information about the Disneyland. So I wrote very few things. Why Disneyland? Not everyone looooves mice, you know.

In conclusion, I might have failed a subject yesterday.

(Day 3 is coming real soon.)

This is the first of a series of posts about the cursed UT. 

Yesterday I didn’t study much. I was still beside the computer. What a bad student. Last night I prayed to God saying I want to get up at 6:30 to get some early revisions. (Brains are better in the morning. Around 7 I think.)

I didn’t set the alarm clock. I would get up if I could, but if not I would just go to the exams like that.

However, I woke up at 7. (Well, do you know that I don’t usually get up so easily? My mum has to shout to me every day.) I got up and only my dad was there. He asked why I woke up so early. I answered I was going to have exams. Duh, he didn’t even know that.

I started to look at BIK. I looked at all those things about "work". What if he asks me to list what the Bible says about working? I thought I shouldn’t risk it, so I labeled them all. Boy, you know what ends up. 14 marks for that question.

I didn’t have much time left. So I did the usual wishing and changing stuff and went to school. Before the exam started, I looked at those about temptation. And this ended up in the exam as well. What luck is this?

Thank God, really. For all these wonderful things. Yes, this time BIK is easier, but I’m really glad I did much better than last time. A good start of a week of exams.

Oh, CHI too. Almost forgot about it. It went OK. I’m not so sure about this one. Just two compositions that seem OK.

Hi, my blog. Haven’t been here for a long time.

Exams are coming. Just can’t believe it. It seems so distant even now. I don’t know what to revise. I hate BIK. Maybe Math or Phy or a bit Chi. Then leave BIK on Sunday.

I hate you exams.

But hey, look at the Eng exam! No speaking! Hooray! Hasn’t been a thing this good for a long time! Even though I can’t be the first, at least I won’t fall like last time!

I gotta think a lot about Chem and Phy. It’s good to get me thinking.